
I wasn't expecting to go through all of this, the pain, everything... I want to be fixed... This isn't me, the real me was always happy, never would've done the things the new me does. The things i think about are dark filled with anger and hate.... But you know what im better than i was 3 months ago, I'm happier, and I just wanna live....And i know I'll have my days where I'll go back to the old me, but i pray I'll be strong enough because Im only in Highschool...Just trying to survive.